I don't do drugs

from 1:48 AM by Maya Oh Maya

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I went to the doctor this morning
he said my body was a warning
and i asked him to give a prescription
and he gave me a list of options
and i went to the pharmacy straight after
and the lady looked at me as if I was about to attack her
but i just needed to get something to complete me
i cannot see clearly i need something that comes in sweetly
do not have any effects, any effects on me
no risk im taking, just something that needs making
my bones, my bones
on the ride home I imagined everyone in there skeleton form
and I realized that soon we will all be underneath
like I was underneath him and I let him in
again, and again
until i couldn't bend my knees
and I thought there was something wrong with me
cause the pain felt too strong
and i sorta liked it but I felt raw
raw
and then I knew

I rather lie and tell myself
that were all safe
and that everything okay
and that Im gonna make it
because I feel better
and it makes me understand that
maybe there is some sort of reason
but then I feel empty
and so I try to forfill my needs
maybe some type of spiritual guidance
that can help me find a way
but really there is no way
and i feel blocked
and my heads blocked
and im blocked
and i know everything will drop
and fall and tumble down
and all of this will circle around in this form of anxiety
and I know that will happen tonight
or tomorrow night
and perhaps im too afraid
because im sick
and i don't want to go like this

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from 1:48 AM, released April 25, 2016

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